Cherophobia EP: The First Release of Psychological Issues
It’s late night in Portugal and for some reason my fucked up brain decided it was a good time to write again. So here I am, back to the blog! And the good news is 

… the new album is coming!
But first things first. As you know, on September 13th I released my EP Cherophobia, which includes two tracks – “Cherophobia” and “Was It Worth It?” – and they were the first two songs of my long-awaited album Psychological Issues. If you’re a big fan of my music, you heard these two tracks firsthand in my DJ Mix 04, released in May 2024 and available on my YouTube channel.
If you attended any of my shows so far this year, you also had the chance to listen to the tracks from this new EP, especially “Cherophobia”, which has been one of the highlights of my recent sets.
I chose these two tracks as the first release of Psychological Issues because they were perhaps the most meaningful to me during my 4-month break at the beginning of this year. After an intense 2023 with almost 100 shows all over the world, I felt it was time to take a break, for the sake of my body and mind.

The 4-month break and the inspiration behind Cherophobia
When I started my 4-month break, my intention was to take that time off to finish some pending projects and record my DJ Mix 04, so that by the time I returned to the tour, the album would be ready and released. I really had a plan!
“I’m gonna hit the gym 5 times per week, dedicate 4 hours of my day in the studio, eat healthy, no smokes, no alcohol.”
January, nothing really happened…
February, same…
It’s amazing how physically exhausting it can be to do nothing. During this time off I was supposed to revitalize me, improve my sound, and enhance my physical and mental health. And yet, by March, I started feeling stressed, kind of burned out, feeling lost, and thinking that probably I wouldn’t manage to reach my goals.
“I’m going to go back on tour and have nothing new to show. This break was pointless…”
Being a producer is going from “I suck, my music is garbage” to “I’m the best producer in the world!”… in 17 minutes. And that’s the story behind Cherophobia. After some time where ideas just didn’t develop, suddenly I started a new project, and everything started to fall into the right place.
Until then, it felt like I was avoiding everything that made me feel good and happy: making music, hitting the gym, walks on the beach, spending time with family and friends… and that was the mood that inspired the name of this track and EP. In short, “Cherophobia” can be understood as the fear of happiness. Weird, right? How can someone be afraid of being happy?
But the truth is, there was no external reason for me to feel that way. So I started writing the lyrics for the main break of that track:
The world didn’t push me into the depths of darkness
I did
I rejected my right to be happy
And now there’s no turning back
And in that moment of despair, I turned to one of my favorite writers – Charles Bukowski – and I remembered one of his quotes, which inspired me to write the rest of the lyrics.

I finished “Cherophobia” and I feel that, so far, it’s one of the best songs I’ve ever produced in terms of composition and storytelling.
“Was It Worth It?” followed the same vibe, an equally depressive mood that reflected everything I was feeling at the time. There’s a mobile game I used to play a few years ago called Duet, where during the game, a female voice says some quotes, and at one specific part of the game, she says:
Why are you doing this to yourself?
What exactly are you trying to prove?
You will not win.
All that pain and misery…
Was it worth it?
And those were the lines I used for this song. They fitted perfectly! A curious fact about “Was It Worth It?” is that the track was produced in just two days. This is because the date for the recording of my DJ Mix 04 was already scheduled and I couldn’t delay it.
Only two days left to the recording and I still needed one track 
I literally didn’t sleep those last two days before the recording to get the DJ Mix ready. That’s why “Was It Worth It?” is a bit repetitive. I didn’t put much effort in terms of mixing and mastering. But in the end, it’s catchy and has an interesting message. Obviously, for the release of the EP, this track was remastered with a better mix.
The New Album – Psychological Issues
The exact release date of Psychological Issues is still to be decided, but it will include around 15 tracks (tracklist still undecided too).
This is an album I’ve been planning to release since the pandemic, which not only affected the world due to the disease itself but also through its impact on mental health. It’s a conceptual album, which means the order of the tracks matters when you listen to the entire album.

Melodark is here to stay
This album reinforces even more the Melodark. If you’re new to my music, know that Melodark is more than just a musical genre. It’s a journey that can take you through emotional and introspective soundscapes while still maintaining the rhythmic and danceable elements of electronic music. I designed it to evoke both light and dark emotions at the same time, which is exactly what I aim to do with Psychological Issues, resulting in a powerful and immersive listening experience.
This album will exemplify Melodark by incorporating melodic elements with dark, dramatic undertones, creating a distinct and captivating musical narrative.
My intention with this album is to break the stigma about mental health. This album is for those going through dark times and inner battles, to show that no matter how bad the situation is, everything passes, everything is temporary.
Stay strong. Be patient.
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